For a couple of days, I just arrived and I started organizing my stuff around the house. I had my lazy moments and my own time...it was just amazing how the stuff around us changed the mood and gave us inspiration to start changing something about ourselves in a long time...

I had my own hard time with myself and hurt others because of that, but now I realise that I actually became like a coffee; stronger. It was because everybody has the option to go soft or hard under pressure...so I chose strong and no sugar please. Many of us are hiding in different jobs, hobbies and other ways from our scars and our pain but why should I be ashamed of my own decision? People who have been there to teach me something... I used to be afraid of people, places and even my own thoughts, but now it is time for myself to reveal how old scars are and what they actually did good for me...

When I realise that I have chosen to be a victim and all things around me start to go wrong I start to think about the child inside of me. Where is she, so I can see the light,so I start pushing myself so I can be strong or just like everybody else... I said to myself after a while, that this is not my way...so when I start changing, I start to feel pain, being weak and very confused, but that's how it is actually  working...but then you start enjoying the people by acceptance, surrounded with good energy and more smiles.